I was follow my operation~~
Operation to heal someone heart~~~
Operation to sew someone wound~~
Operation to lighted up someone days~~~
At 21/05/09~~
I decided to go Espee to celebrate her birthday on the next day~~
there is so much preparation for the 1st birthday for her that celebrate with me~~
and i want to leave a unforgettable birthday celebration for her~~
1st Suprise : a Sony erricsson W705i~~
2nd Suprise : a Handmade birthday card~~(but failed to make because of time)~~
Unfortunately~~
i forgot to buy a birthday cake for her asi thought her family would get one for her~~
LONG PIAK!!
but i promised myself will get replace one for her in future(half years anniversary)~~
I took the night shift bus at that night while i try to sms her with another handphone number with that new phone~~
As i pretend that i want to make a friends with her named 'Lucas'~~ lolz
but he ignored 'him'^^
At the mean time, i tried to finish the birthday card but i failed>< style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">At the time of 0000~<22/05/09>
at the first moment of her birthday~~
i was used my N81 to called that W705i~~
when she was heard that hand phone rang~~
she know that i already bought a handphone for her as she mentioned before~~
she was so suprised and happy~~
but...
I din't prepared a birthday cake for her~~
as I want to buy a small cake for her~~ but because the matter of time i failed to make it~~
I was so happy and glad that saw her so happy when she know me bought a hand phone for her~~
I swear that was the most expensive present i bought in my life wakakazz^^(sorry to all my friends)
when she smile~~
when she laugh~~
when she talk~~
when she breath~~
that all already melts my heart like a dark chocolate~~ bitty but nice^^
bitty?! why bitty?? after 5 hours sat in the bus of course^^
At the day of 22/05/09~~
At that day~~ my operation was started~~
At this day~~ I brought her to Penang island~~
We have a sweet memory that day~~
At this day~~ it was so special~~
what was so special??
because SHE was single!!!
I felt that i m fully own her^^ no others bad things pop up in my mind~~
I felt like we are FREE!!!
I m not sure that Im good or bad thinking like that-.-
We Shopping~~
Eating~~
Movies~~
Chit chatting~~
Take photos~~
Roller Skating~~
WE do all those things just like every couples does^^
especially when we playing the roller skate together~~
when she hold my hand and lead me as i was a beginner to roller skate~~
i felt... a kind of comfort~~
a kind of... Sweet...
a kind of.... Love...
a kind of... Sweet Sweet Love...^^
a feel that i never been have for 22 years~~
another things was SHE also felt that too~~
She also agreed what i m thinking~~
although at that day she not very well~~
I can say that operation was 90% succeed^^
I have done my best^^
At that day~~ I hold her hand very tight~~
Cause i scare to lost her~~
i scare she will be hurt~~
i scare she will be alone~~
i scare she will be cold~~
I...love her...
