LovE Diary'09 ParT 4(1/3) (The Day WithOut U)

Before i start, i want to ask a question~~
Is this topic(the Day Without you) looked familiar?? heard before?? or saw before???
the answer is YES..
it is because this topic been appear in my friendster blog in 2007~~
But now is different...in 2009~~

At 14/04/09~~

After i had sleep in the bus for 5 hours~
maybe i m too exhausted from there~~
i finally come back KL at 0530~~
my busy life at KL still goes on~~
but..with the accompany of her^^
she just like a adrenalin which inject into my body~~
push me to moving forward~~~

after i come back to my home town~~
i realize that...
how much i miss her~~~
how much i need her~~~
how much i wan to be with her~~~
and i know i miss her much especially im alone here~~~
my mind just keep playing the picture of me and her~~~
and i keep listening to the sad song alone here~~~
especially the song of 三人游 by 方大同~~

"就算你累了 我会在这 一人盯 两人疚 三人游" "至少我们中还有人能快乐"

At 15/04/09~~
It was a black wednesday for me that month~~
it was because i received a bad news~~~
she told me that her gonna leave with her bf for a period~~~
at that moment...
i felt that my mind just black and white~~~
a sudden bitter taste on my tongue~~~
i just like a nightmare is coming back to me~~~
cause i dont know how long i gonna apart from her this time~~~
1 day?? 1 week??? or... 1 month??
and im not dare to think bout it much~~
i just hope~~ i can go through these days easily if i can~~~

she told me that her bf gonna meet her tomorrow morning~~~
if GOD appears to me now~~
i wish i can stop the time at that moment~~~
i hope tomorrow morning never comes~~
at this night~~~
i just want to accompany her whole night~~~
it just like a last night to be with her~~~
i have a wonderful night with her~~~
i chat with her from 0130 to 0500 early in the morning even the bird haven wake up~~
we sleep with a sweet dream together in the end.....

at 16/04/2009~~~

At the morning, before i wake up~~
suddenly, a sms wake me up at the time of 0930~~
i was suprise cause the sms was from her~~
a warm good morning from her~~~
i was very happy at that moment~~
i just wonder why her bf havent meet her yet~~~
then i know that it was delayed to evening~~~
i still have another afternoon to be with her~~~

at time of 1730~~~

when i was in phone with her~~
she told me that she gonna switch off that phone~~~
my heart just like stop beating at that moment~~~
but i cant do anything about it~~~
i cant stop the time~~~
i cant stop the moment~~~
i cant change the fact~~~
what i can do just wait~~~and wait~~~
what i can do is appreciate the last phone call with her~~~
the last call~~~

~~To be cont.~~

LovE Diary'09 ParT 3 (The DooM daYs)

At 10/03/09 to 31/03/~~~

After my 1st visit to her~~
im getting 1 more step even closer to her~~~
i remember her ~~~
which is red like tomato~o^^o
i remeber her eye~~
where i can see myself ^^
i remember her hand~~~
where i hold gently when cross road~~
i remember her voice~~
which i can only listen in phone call but now can listen from herself^^
i remember her hair~~
which is long, reddish gold in black and frangrance~~
i remember her breathing~~
when she was slept on my shoulder~~

the day of 09/03/09 was the most happy and satisfied day for me on earth~~
It is a memorable day for me~~~
that i will never forget in my life ever~~ and ever~~~
I was went back to KL at 10/03/09 time of 1700~~
I have to cancel up my tuition class on that day T.T~~
cause last night was cannot find the bus station so i have to delay one more day to come back to KL~~~
At that night, I felt happy cause I can stay one more night longer with her yet moddy cause I have to cancel up my tuition class~~~

At 10/03/09 time of 1000~~~

Every sentences need a full stop at the end~~ as I am~~
After a 2 days 3 nights of a trip to EssPee~~ I finally draw a full stop of my dat ay EssPee~~
I have to go back to KL to continue my busy life at here again T.T
At that morning, after I refresh myself from a sweet dream~~
I was ready to leave her home as her father fetches me to bus station~~~
She also woke up to see my last fast face from her home that day~~
After a goodbye kiss to her, I was ride on her father bike in front of the door gate~~
Her father start to move after I say a last goodbye to her~~
And I do not dare to look back because I scare my tears will falls when I saw her images slowly far away from my vision T.T

At the time of 1100~~~

At the bus stop of butterworth, I was in the bus where go back to KL soon after I bought the bus ticket~~~
It was a very hot weather~~~
My mind just keep rewind the images when the time I with her for the last 2 days continuously~~
After 45 min, the bus finally started to moved~~
My seat just beside the window~~ as the view outside the window pass through my eye~~
It just like a slide show where present the images that time im with her~~~

My throat just suddenly harden and I felt bitty on my tongue~~ my tears just flood my eyes without my awareness~~~

I think im touched~~~T.T

After a sweet trip at sg. petano, my Engineering course continue by means of 2nd years and 1st semester~~

Hence, I was continue my busy life as i work and study at once~~
Howeverm there was a change from the previously~~~

Now, at least there was a person who willing to chat with me to share whenever I felt stressed from my busy life in KL~~^^

At 11/03/09 to 09/04/09~~

At this period~~

Our relationship just like jump into another level~~~

We sms with each other at every night before i slept~~

If i dint have ant classes on the next morning~~
i sure would called her to chat for a whole midnight~~~

We share our hapiness~~
We share our sadness~~
We share our daily experience~~
We share alomost everthing~~

We getting interest with each otherday by day~~~

We found out that we have the same favorite food, colour, song , artist and etc..~~
We found out that we almost have the same personality~~
We start to sending photo of our daily life to each other~~~
We getting more and more closer to each other~~

Now we chatting like a pair of couple like no others~~~

At 10/04/09 time of 0100~~~

As usual, i called her for chatting as i was no class for the next day~~
while we were chatting, she suddenly said that she will be follow her bf to go to the Singapore to work~~

my heartbeat just like suddenky stop beating~~
It just like pause a song suddenly whiel it is playing~~
I just speechless for a few second~~
I know i can do nothing about it and i cant stop her because of me~~~
Im no body for her but just a normal freind~~~

is this the full stop of our friendship?? my mind just pop up~~
i just can ask her when she gonna leave and wish her happy everyday~~~
i can say that day is the most worst mood i ever had~~~

i just can chat with her without any mood~~~
and i know that she will be leaving o her bf home for next week~~~
Hence, she suggest that i met her for a second time~~
maybe is is the last time i met her~~~~

At 12/04/09 time of 0930~~~

As i was wake up from a blur situation after a party last night~~
i keep remind my self that wake up sharp at the morning of 0900~~~
As a result, i only sleep 3 hours as i was go back home at 0600~~~
I was went back late cause i have a accident when i was driving Roy's car(apologize to Roy)~~
after half an hour of refreshing of myself(still blur), i walk to the NGV gas station to take a cab to Pudu bus station~~

At the Time of 1000~~~

My cab had reached the Pudu bus station~~~
i had bought my bus ticket at 1045~~~
i have no choice but have to wait 45 min in the bus station while i having my breakfast with 2 pieces of bread T.T
cause the malay food there seems dirty~~~

Once again, i brought my happy and exciting mood to sg. petani again ^^
my bus finally move at 1055~~~

At the time of 0530~~~

after a 5 min by walking~~
i finally arrived her home for a 2nd time ler~~
the 2nd time i saw her was familiar, warm, happy, exciting and yet stranger~~
hence it was a bit shy when i saw her^^
i had my dinner when that time i reached~~
because i only filled my stomach with 2 pieces of bread from the morning until the time i reached her home^^

so it was a bit hungry when i reached her home~~
at that time~~~ i was feeling so warm and it just like im going back into my 2nd home~~
with her mom's cooking with pure white rice~~
it was satisfied after the meal fulfilled my little hungry stomach~^^~
after a chit- chat with her~~
we were stare with each other like we never see before~~~
it is maybe cause long time we dint c each other although it just a 33 days from 1st time met^^

At the time of 2100~~~

At night time, we both also feeling bored~~
hence, we were plan to have a movie at cs(central square)~~
we were took some photo while we having the 2nd dinner at cs^^
As a result, we watch the 'Shijuku Incident' starring by Jackie Chan at that night together~~

I swear that is the sweetest time i watch movie in cinema since the 1st time watch movie in cinema^^


At 13/04/09 time of 0900~~

on the next morning, we were planned to go PP island(Pulau Penang)~~~
Hence, we wake up in the early morning to have our breakfast~~
after a refreshing, we walked to pasar near her home to have the delicous food at there~~

oppss~~ all ppl there were using hokkien including her family><><

At time of 1000~~

after a sweet and warm morning breakfast~~~
we start our journey to PP from sg. petani~~
We also took a lot of photo along the journey to Pragin mall^^
Besides, we also took some photo at the sea side inder the hot sun~~

it was a funny situation that we cnt open our eyes fully when we take photo as we can and u can guess which photo izit from the following~~


At time of 1800~~

We start our journey back into sg. petani~~~
if not we will miss the last bus to back from the butterworth to sg. petani~~
when we going back from PP island to butterworth~~

on the ferry, we were started to pour everything out from the bottom of our heart ~~
We were so touched at that time~~~

as the sea breeze blow thru our hair~~
as the wave of the sea rinse thru the bottom of the ferry~~
as the sky getting darker and darker~~
Our feeling also getting deeper and deeper~~
it just like i will never saw her in the future~~~
once again, the holy water of my eyes almost extracted from my eye again~~

At the time of 2330~~~

after that, i was packed up my things to prepare to go back to my home~ KL
we were so miss each other when i was leaving~~
but it has come to the end~~~
it maybe the last time i met her~~
i have no choice~~~
lastly, i was walk alone along the long dark alley at the night~~
i know it was abit scary and lonely~~~
but i know i have to be strong to continue my journey~~
so that i can still stand a chances to c her again~~
I started my journey bakc ot KL at time of 0045~~~

~~To be Cont.~~

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LovE Diary'09 ParT 2 (A Day To Be Remember)

At 09/03/2009 time of 0630~~

My train was finally arrive at butterworth~~
where the place where i never go before~~never see before~~never walk on it before~~
everyone at there is a stranger for me at there~~
it was at the early at the morning~~
the sky still dark with a little blue as the sun was ready to wake up~~
the birds were singing along as happy as my mood~~
then, i called her to ask her how to get a bus ticket to sg. petani as my hand phone battery was almost no battery~~
but she said that bus station only open at 0800~~
omG~~ i gotta wait for 2 hours again-.-
but i stil asking for another company to go to sg,petani but they also point me to the only bus company to go to sg.petani zzz~~~
i got no choice just wait with patient~~

At the time of 0800~~

the bus station finally start sold ticket ler~~
after i bought the ticket, i was go to the road side there to wait my bus~~
as i was 1st time to take the bus so i was duno everything~~
as a result i was miss my 1st bus to go to the sp~~
while im stil sms with her~~~
our both also cnt wait to see each other^^

At the time of 0930~~

the second bus to sg, petani finally arrived~~
then i quickly get into the bus and inform her with a sms^^
my heart beat was getting faster and faster....
but i also exhausted for being wait here and there...
hence, i was slowly get into sleep in the bus...

At the time of 1015~~

After 45 min., i finally arrive sg. petani bus station~~~
as i come down from the bus, i just called her ask for a direction with my last breath of my hand phone~~~
i just cant wait to met her at the 1st time as my step was getting faster to her home~~~
After 15 min, i finally walk near to her home but no confirmed which house~~~
so i was called her for a third time from butterworth~~
as i was in phone with her, i can saw her from far d~~
but... i got abit scared cause it look taller than me lolzz><
it because im lack of confidence as im not very handsome as takeshi.. but before that i also tel her i scared to dissapointed her but she reply :' as long as you have the heart to find me i will not care bout the apperance" it boost my confidence a little bit~~
with her gorgeous and happy smile i can see that she very welcome my arrival~~
hence i also reply with a happy smile on my face~~
as i was waliking to her~~ the sunshine of morning shine from the top~~
she just like an angel appear in front of me>< The 1st impression for me is she was a very happy girl~~ that always draw her smile on her face^^ plus her face red like 2 tomato on her face~~ she pretty like an angel^^ although we been chat for so long time but i still feeling like a stranger for her~~~
the 1st dialogue we been said is we chat about our height until we walk together into her home~ Luckily she was not taller than me lol^^ I was abit shy when i go into her houses when met her family~~~ after that i was go into her room~~ and i settle down my luggage~~~ We stare at each other suddenly cause we never meet before~~ we only saw the picture in frenster nia~~ she sat on her bed and i was sat on a chair~~~ A funny situation that like we scare each other^^ than we go to diner room to have our breakfast where her father take away for her de~~ but we share together^^ after that we started chat and getting more comfortable with her~~
She teach her music theory to me where i have no idea on it~~ but i was try to stay focus cause my eye was getting heavier and heavier after more than 12 hours of travel to her home -.-
Oh ya~~ another things is the 'LoVe rabbit' family were united at the end!!

At the time of 1230~~~

We planing to go out walk walk^^
then she suggest that to go to the PP island ' pulau pinang'~~
whoa~~ it was a long journey too~~~
We take bus frm sg.petani to butterworth then take ferry to go overseas only reached pp-.-
although i was damn tired that day but i still can walk for so long~~~ Amazing!!!
mayb i dont want to miss a chance with her bah^^
we took alot of photo along the way to pp too^^
here one in the bus to butterworth~~~~~~~~>>



At the time of 1430~~~

We finally reached our destination ler ' Pragin mall '^^
lolzz~~ finally i saw a shopping mall like kl d^^
Opsss~~ its time to have our lunch ler~~
We also hungry dat time d^^
She suggested that go to Sakae Sushi to have our lunch~~~
We having our lunch like a pair of couple^^ so sweet~.^
She like to drink that green tea so much so i took a photo of her and the Sakae Sushi green tea~~~
She just like the Sakae sushi Ambassador lolz^^
Can take Salary from sakae sushi liao^^
After our sweet lunch, we continue our window shopping^^

At the time of 1700~~

After 4 hours of hang out, it time to go back EssPee (sg.petani) ler~~
cause the bus service to Esspee will be close at 2000~~~
Futhermore, we need time to go to ferry port from pragin mall neh-.-
what a rush trip~~
We both also getting tired and exhausted after a day of travel here and there~~
then we just asleep in the bus at the way to EssPee~~
The Feeling of she sleep on my shoulder was nice it is because it make me feel somebody is with me~~~
as i was asleep too ><

At the time of 2130~~

We finally get back to her home as the sky was dark~~
At that day, we both also exhausted~~
after a dinner at her house with her mom cook~~
we both also get into sleep d^^
with a sweet sweet dream~~~
but the bad things was i was slept in the living room alone T.T

Welcome to GrEaTeAcHeR a.k.a b_boy JeF Diary '09

Yes you are not wrong~~
GrEaTeAcHeR a.k.a b_boy JeF finally start bloggin d~~~~

actly last two year in 2007 i adi start bloggin d~~~
but after a year i was stop for some reason~~~

Frm nw,
JeFFu wil write all his spice of his life in this blog~~
no matter it is sad~
no matter it is happy~
no matter it is good~
no matter it is bad~

hope can share all of his feeling to everybody~~~

thank you~

~GrEaTeAcHeR a.k.a b_boy JeF~

LovE Diary'09

At 06/01/2009 time of 1800~~

after i bath i was sit in front of my pc~~
wonder who was on9 at that time and willing to chat with me~~
suddenly, an ' old friend' who was din chat for a long time send me a msg~~
seems she was willing to chat with me~~
after that i was chat with her and she say wan to sing a song to me~~~
she was sang several jay zhou song for me~~~
she was said i was very cute in that picture(thx to aron)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>
she was a very pretty and fair skin girls who i was very interested before( but she dint bother me at all)~~summor she was a thai-mas mix girl~~~
at that moment i was start more interest with her after chat a while with her~~
not chat actually but only hear the song she sang(it was very charming sound)~~
hence, i was decide to take her hp num. but i have her num. just not sure she stil using onot~~
finally she gave her new hp num. to me~~~
i was taken another step forward to her~~~^^v

At 07/01/2009 to 20/01/2009~~

I was very happy with her new hand phone number~~
cause i feel closer and closer to her and i can contact her when i missing her~~
at that time i dint think much bout what type of relationship are we~~~
i just assumed she as one my 'girl' friend who can chat with me to fulfilled my loneliness~~
at that period, we was sms and chatting all the time when i was free and we was so nice to chat~
Day by day, i started to know her well~~~
we share our interest, hobby, favorite food and beverage, our history and etc.
besides, i was getting close and close to her~~~
she started become part of my life~~

At 25/01/2009 time of 0100~~(Break up # 1st time)

at that night, the sweetest night i ever have in my life~~
we was start to chatting more closer to each other~~
we have much fun that night~~~
we act as a actor that night~~~ we play different character~~
most of the character i was 'biao bai' to her d~~~
at that moment, i think i really like her d~~
so i was felt so sad and she summore told me that she gonna leave with his bf for a period~~
when we almost hang up the phone~~
we both also 'bu sher de' to each other~~~
after drag a period of time of 35 min~~~
finally the phone was hang up~~Dooooooo~~~~~~~
my heart was suddenly become black and white only~~~
but after an hour i need to be prepare to go to harvest bird nest~~~

At 05/02/2009 time of 2130~~

as a usual night, i was doing my daily work out~~
suddenly my hand phone was ringing~~
it was a forward message from who i being waiting for~~~
it was her~~~ i was very happy after i have been sad and lonely for a period when she was not here~~~
hence, i was reply with a message that asking how was her life recently~~~
after all, we start to chatting back as the time we use to chat~~
my mood was turn back to happy mode again~~~

At 13/02/2009 ~~

it is a boring day~~~but i felt very excited~~
cause she told me i will have a surprise that will make me very happy today when i was in cinema yesterday~~~
at time of 1400~~ a post laju man was arrive to my house~~
my heart beat was increase very fast while im walking to open the door gate~~~
after i open the door gate and the post man is looking for me!!
i received a package from her wrote her name as 'Erlyss' and my name ' JeFFu ng'~~
my mood was like a spring, jump to high sky and look at the package again and again~~
and take picture so that can remember that day she send the first valentine present to me^^
hence i was decide to send back my valentine present to her~~
after a week i only open that package~~
it was a cute rabbit as me ^^
but i know that there were a pair of this doll so i bought a another pair for her^^

At 14/02/2009 to 20/02/2009~~

at that month~~ im feeling sick of reloading my hand phone~~
hence i decide to switch to postpaid so that i can chat with her without any interruption of no credit~~
after all, i was almost called her for every night for chatting when i missing her before i sleep~~
but i dint think much for a further relationship~~
just a normal friend~~~
Day by day, i was start 'addicted' to her voice~~~
i felt uncomfortable before sleeping without her voice~~
i will call her or text her almost everyday before i sleep~~

At 21/02/2009 time of 0130~~(Break up # 2nd time)

At that night, she was suddenly told me that she need to go his bf home for a period~~~
my mood was drop like sky diving~~~
after a chat of 2 ~ 3 hours we only hang up our call with a sad mood~~
at that night, my dream was full of her images~~~
every night before i sleep i only can think of her and look at her photo~~
cant text and call her like usual~~~~



At 05/03/2009 time of 2050~~

after a period of down mood~~
i finally received a msg by her said that she was go back home from bf house ler~~
my mood was bounce back from the bottom again~~~
it is because i can contact her as previously de^^
my brain just pop me up an idea that i m going to find her~~
hence i made a decision im going to find her in that weekend~~
so i ask for her permission and she agree too~~~
YES!!!

At 07/03/2009 time of 1800~~

with my excited feeling~~
i was going to kl central alone~~~
while i told my mum that i was going kampar to find my friend who study at there instead of going sungai petani to find her~~
i was go to kl sentral to take train to go thre~~~
but unfortunately the train to sg. petani was run out~~
only remain the butter worth train which is extra for public holiday de~~~
i got no choice i gotta take that train to butterworth and take bus from there to sg.petani~~
i was waiting from 2000 to 2345 cause my train was depart at 2330 and it was delayed for 15 min~~~
after all~~ i bring my happy and excited heart to sg.petani~~

~~~To be Cont.~~~