Love Diary '09 part 6~~the eclipse~~

A simple question~~what is the moon after the full moon??
when the full moon is gone~~ that mean the eclipse is coming soon~~

What is the eclipse look like??? i think everyone also learned before in primary school...
the eclipse is just the small part of moon is reflected the sunlight to the earth~~so we only can see a pieces of moon like a spoon on the sky~~

Recently, not just recently~~
we also being argued with the same matter same problem~~
when the problem being dragging and dragging~~
then it just like when you want to erase something on a paper~~
you just make it more dirty instead of erase when use a dirty eraser~~
you dint solve the problem instead of make it more worst~~~

well~~
this thing finally happen on me~~~

everytime when we in the phone~~
we just argue without realizing~~~

why argued??
it is because we also dint agree each other too~~
i got my point~she got her point~
whose point is correct??
whose point is wrong???
nobodies know???

some ppl just said correct or wrong just a person perception~~~
I agreed~

If i bind your point then your point is correct la~~
thats all~~so simple~~
i duno you guys~~
how you think about it~~

i duno whether it is normal when ur gf go out with guys and we will felt unhappy~~
i duno whether it is correct to be myself~~
i duno whether it is im not confidence to myself at all~~
i duno whether it is correct cause im always worried bout her~~
i duno whether it is correct that i talk straight what my perception on you~~
i duno whether it is correct WE ARE TOGETHER~~

BUT 1 thing im sure is I love you so much~
i dont want to lost you~~
i dont want to see you sad~
i dont want to see you cry~~

cause I LOVE YOU so much~~

Peace out~

Updated~~~ mY LiFe~~

Today is 2nd of november 2009~~~
These 2 month is the most difficult month to me~~

I was face many problems in this 2 month since passed my birthday~~
I don't know the GOD want to test or want to train me to become stronger in the future~~
I don't know what will happen in my future pathway~~
I don't know what will happen between 'us' in the future~~

We loved~~
We quarrel~~
We argued~~
We hate~~

what I was hope of course is a happy ending~~
maybe sometimes some obstacle make our r/ship more stronger and stable~~
it also make us love each others as well~~
indeed~

problems like insufficient funds are likely happen in this 2 month~~
i don't know what i should do~~
perhaps work more harder to increase my income~~
but...
in the others way~
i found out that i need to be study more harder~~
cause my education is falling from the sky~~
is it possible to balance each one~~ so that i can get good result and high income????
well~~ it is difficult~~ at least i had tried my best~~

life is miserable~

Day by Day~~
hour by hour~~
by gaining experience slowly~~~
I'm growing to suite this difficult world~~

~PeaCe OuT~


special thanks to Admest for edit this photo for me~~

LovE Diary'09 ParT 5-1/3 (The fuLL mOOn)

After the 'incident' as mentioned in ParT 4(3/3)~~
I was follow my operation~~
Operation to heal someone heart~~~
Operation to sew someone wound~~
Operation to lighted up someone days~~~

At 21/05/09~~

I decided to go Espee to celebrate her birthday on the next day~~
there is so much preparation for the 1st birthday for her that celebrate with me~~
and i want to leave a unforgettable birthday celebration for her~~

1st Suprise : a Sony erricsson W705i~~

2nd Suprise : a Handmade birthday card~~(but failed to make because of time)~~

Unfortunately~~
i forgot to buy a birthday cake for her asi thought her family would get one for her~~
LONG PIAK!!
but i promised myself will get replace one for her in future(half years anniversary)~~

I took the night shift bus at that night while i try to sms her with another handphone number with that new phone~~
As i pretend that i want to make a friends with her named 'Lucas'~~ lolz
but he ignored 'him'^^
At the mean time, i tried to finish the birthday card but i failed>< style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">At the time of 0000~<22/05/09>

at the first moment of her birthday~~
i was used my N81 to called that W705i~~

when she was heard that hand phone rang~~
she know that i already bought a handphone for her as she mentioned before~~

she was so suprised and happy~~
but...
I din't prepared a birthday cake for her~~
as I want to buy a small cake for her~~ but because the matter of time i failed to make it~~

I was so happy and glad that saw her so happy when she know me bought a hand phone for her~~
I swear that was the most expensive present i bought in my life wakakazz^^(sorry to all my friends)
when she smile~~
when she laugh~~
when she talk~~
when she breath~~
that all already melts my heart like a dark chocolate~~ bitty but nice^^
bitty?! why bitty?? after 5 hours sat in the bus of course^^

At the day of 22/05/09~~

At that day~~ my operation was started~~
At this day~~ I brought her to Penang island~~
We have a sweet memory that day~~

At this day~~ it was so special~~
what was so special??
because SHE was single!!!
I felt that i m fully own her^^ no others bad things pop up in my mind~~
I felt like we are FREE!!!
I m not sure that Im good or bad thinking like that-.-

We Shopping~~
Eating~~
Movies~~
Chit chatting~~
Take photos~~
Roller Skating~~
WE do all those things just like every couples does^^
especially when we playing the roller skate together~~
when she hold my hand and lead me as i was a beginner to roller skate~~
i felt... a kind of comfort~~
a kind of... Sweet...
a kind of.... Love...
a kind of... Sweet Sweet Love...^^
a feel that i never been have for 22 years~~

another things was SHE also felt that too~~
She also agreed what i m thinking~~
although at that day she not very well~~

I can say that operation was 90% succeed^^
I have done my best^^

At that day~~ I hold her hand very tight~~
Cause i scare to lost her~~
i scare she will be hurt~~
i scare she will be alone~~
i scare she will be cold~~
I...love her...

Since N81 Gone..... 5800XM coming soon...

At 5/07/09~~~

After a movie with my lou po at queens bay mall..
We decided to go back home~~~

It was a good day~~
because...
I can watch my favorite movie with my Lou po "Transformer 2 Revenge of the Fallen"~~
I can shopping with my beloved~~~
I can eat together with my beloved~~~

but... it was not....
it was a tragedy at the end...

At 1830 evening~~
After we finished our lovely movie and shopping~~
We decided to go back home as soon as possible before the sky get dark~

this.... is the time tragedy was occurred~~~
It was a busy period where everybody also want to get back to home~~~

When the bus arrived~~
everybody were rush to the bus like an ant crowded for their food~~~
Me and my Lou po ether~~

Unfortunately....
while im took care of her~~~
I also forget to took care something.... my belongings~~~

Luckily~~
we get into the bus before it was crowded~~
I was started to worried my belongings~~
and i checked my belongings of my left pocket and right pocket~~

My wallet still here~~ BUT?!
where was my hand phone???~~~N81

SHITT!!!
is it drop at the bus station?? i go back to checked... NO it was not!!!
is it out inside the bag?? searching and searching... NO it was not!!!

AS a conclusion....
it was stolen ... T.T
by a bull shit goddamn pickpocket~~~

All the things become silent in my mind~~
my mind was blank~~

My lovely N81 gone forever...and forever~~
and i can do nothing to get it back~~~

It was a phone that contained countless of valuable memory of me~~
especially for my Lou po~~

i can say that where our relationship started from the phone~~
it was so so so SAD~~~
our photo~ our sms~ our calls~ our.....

We were both felt so sad on this tragedy~~

at here~~ i want make a shout out~~~
we cursed that pickpocket~~~
we pray for N81 so that it will get a nice owner who love it like me~~~

Peace Out for N81~~~

and...

REady for our next...

5800XM silver/black^^

LovE Diary'09 ParT 4(3/3) (The Day WithOut U)

Cont.

At 01/05/09 to 18/05/09~~~ Days without you #17th to 27th day~~

At the month of April, there were total 16th days i lost contact with her~~
it just a half way~~
and the lonely journey haven't end~~

here We continue~~

At the beginning of the may...
it was a sad month~~~

what i do~
what i eat~
what i see~
what i read~
what i hear~
what i smell~

also..

no mood~
no taste~
no colour~
not clear~
no focus~
no perfume~
no feeling~

That absolutely out of control of myself~
that not ME... somebody soul have occupied my body~~

im thinking am i lucky that i meet her or im the unlucky one to meet her~~
i had a crush on a girl that have boy friend ?!
what a jokes~~~
It sounds like i m going to grabbed others gf from others~~
oh my god~~~ please tell me what should i do~~

In these days~~
i keep sent forward message to her~~
some of the message also hints that i am missing her very much~~
i knowing that she would not reply me but why the hell i still text her ?!
why~~ why~~ why~~~

well~~ no matter how~~
i still in my daily routine~~~

ask if any body saw me smile at that period~~
anybody ????
no....no body~~~

everytime when i took up the phone~~
look at the calendar~~~
look at the date~~
counting how many days i din contact her ler~~~

look at the inbox~~~
is there any message i dint read???

look at the time~~~
counting the time that tick tock-ing~~

look at the call log~~~
is there any missed call that i dint received~~

all these action just disappointing me only T.T

At one day before 15/05/2009~~~

it was a hot afternoon, and a moody + sleepy me~~
Suddenly, i was received a call!!

Oh my god, see who is calling~~ is her?!

why she can call me at this time???
i was so touched and happy ^^
til i forgot to angry her already~~

We was chatting for a while about 15 minute~~~
it was not satisfied for me for being abandoned for a long time~~
But she have to hang up cause some reason~~~

i wish at at that moment would freeze as i wish~~
til i satisfied~~

Again i was abandoned again~~
In the phone just now.... she said she was miss me alot~~~
when i was heard it~~ it just make me so touched~~
i just tried to lock my tears from my eyes~~

Til the Day of 15/05/09~~

When i was in a funeral of my relative~~
I suddenly received a sms that shock me from the sad funeral~~
She said she will be break up~~
I was stunned at that moment~~~

Am i supposed to happy???
Am i supposed to sad???
Am i supposed to advise her???
Am i supposed to encourage her???

What i should do??
Can God give me the hints???

I just tried to think rationally at that moment~~~
I ask her again and again~~
Are You sure to do that???
The answer was YES~~
and i respected to her decision that her made~

At the time of 0030~~~

All the things have come to the end~~
All the things have come to the conclusion~~
All the things have to start over again~~

Should I felt happy for that??
The answer was NOT~~
WHY???
I know she was sad~~I know she was cried~~I know she was pain~~
The worst things have been happened to her~~
and my heart feeling pain too~~

At the day of 20/05/09~~

Who supposed to leave~~ have to be leave~~
Who supposed to be stay~~ have to be stay~~
All the things have to start over again~~
All the things need to be settle it down~~
Even a wound need some time to heal~~~

what I can do is accompany her all the time~~
lent my ears to her~~~
tried to put some candy in her heart~~~
tried to heal her wound ASAP~~
that all i can only do~~~

And one things was....
I stay back to her in the end~~~

Is there any extent of our r/ship??
What i supposed to do???
Is this the right time to do so????
Is my appearance cause this thing happen to her?????

Al type of doubt have been pop up in my mind~~~

BUT... 1 important things was she was single and available AGAIN~~

~PART 4 ENDED~

LovE Diary'09 ParT 4(2/3) (The Day WithOut U)

Cont...

After the last call~~~~
finally~~
the phone has been shut down at that time~~

at that moment i just hope the time will be rewind to yesterday night~~
rewind to he sweetest time we ever have~~~
rewind to the time we together~~~

‘只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着~~要怎么停了~~~’

i also hope the time also can fast forward~~
forward to the future time so that i can chat with her again~~
listen to her voice every night before i sleep~~~

but....now...

gone...all gone...

at this time i dont know need to wait how long~~~
1 days??
1 weeks???
1 month????
or ...

i just hope time can flow faster and faster...

At 17/04/09 to 30/04/09~~~

at the 17/04/09 time of 0745~~~

i woke up in the morning~~
the 1st thing i do was send a sms to her so give a warm good morning to her~~~
did i forgotten something???
or i just use to it???
i was put down my hand phone and forgot bout what i want to do~~~

well~~ as a saying goes : life still on~~
i gotta continue my life here~~~
and i look on the mirror~~
told myself must be stay strong~~~
nothing gonna change without her ok^^
and go to my college~~

Unfortunately.....
this though was proven wrong after a day without her~~~
cause i realize that i almost think of her whole day even though i study~~
i cant even focus on the class~~
my mind just can blank and thinking of her~~
my eye just can lost focus~~~
i just like day dreamer~~~

it just like a automatic switch~~
i...just... cant...stop.... thinking of her....
i just cant stop thinking when the time i with her when the 2nd time i met her~~~
it just like playing a slide show~~~
image by image~~~~
day by day~~~~
little by little~~~
my missing messages in my brain to her has become a mountain~~~~
it just keep my mood down the deep....... deep......... bottom~~~
no one can help me out of the hole~~~
except her~~~
i can say that bout 80% of the whole day im in moody mode~~~~
where is the 20%??
it is when im at college hanging out with my colleague or hanging out with my frens~~~

it just like take a panadol~~~
just relieve a while~~~

when i was prepare to get into my dream land~~
when it was silent and dark...

this is the time where i start to thinking of her~~~
what i can do is~~~
view back the photo i took with her~~
listen back the voice i record when we was in the conversation~~~~
send a forward message to her to relieve my pain~~~
my pain.....in my heart....
it is.....bleeding T.T

sometimes~~~
she will send me a forward message~~~too...

but i suppose to happy~~~
this time i feel angry~~
i also duno why~~~

maybe...
i hate her dint reply my forward messages..
i hate her dint call me....
i hate her dint bother me for a period of time...

but....sometimes people said hate and love just between a line~~~
is it i already fall in love deeply with her??
i think so~~~
it is proven in this period already~~~
Yes, i do~~~

to be Cont.~~

09/07/09 The Day of us....

Today~~ 09/07/09~~~
is the most important day for us two~~
me, Jeffy Ng and her, Erlyss Chee~~~

It is because today is our 4th anniversary of our r/ship....
it is the 4th month of our r/ship.....
We been go through all the things together for 4 month~~~
It is a valuable and wonderful journey we been through~~~

Yes... we should celebrate~~
but...we are a long distance r/ship~~LD
well i m working over here~~~
and i just cant take my time here to celebrate with here~~~
that just make me feel sad...

but 2day...
we just quarrel about some matter~~~
that is the problem of LD~~~~
it just make me feel frustrated and useless~~
i just even cant protect my girlfriend at all~~~
im useless~~~~
i do nothing~~~~
and nothing i can do about it~~

it just make me feel very...very..very... sad~~~

but my love for you was never change~~~
my love for you gaining day by day...second by second~~~~
even infinity~~~~

HappY 4th Anniversary to my Lou po~~~

Here i got 1 song to sing~~~

"Theres only 1 thing~ 2 do~ 3 words~ 4 you~~ I LOVE YOU~~~"


PeaCe out~~~~

LovE Diary'09 ParT 4(1/3) (The Day WithOut U)

Before i start, i want to ask a question~~
Is this topic(the Day Without you) looked familiar?? heard before?? or saw before???
the answer is YES..
it is because this topic been appear in my friendster blog in 2007~~
But now is different...in 2009~~

At 14/04/09~~

After i had sleep in the bus for 5 hours~
maybe i m too exhausted from there~~
i finally come back KL at 0530~~
my busy life at KL still goes on~~
but..with the accompany of her^^
she just like a adrenalin which inject into my body~~
push me to moving forward~~~

after i come back to my home town~~
i realize that...
how much i miss her~~~
how much i need her~~~
how much i wan to be with her~~~
and i know i miss her much especially im alone here~~~
my mind just keep playing the picture of me and her~~~
and i keep listening to the sad song alone here~~~
especially the song of 三人游 by 方大同~~

"就算你累了 我会在这 一人盯 两人疚 三人游" "至少我们中还有人能快乐"

At 15/04/09~~
It was a black wednesday for me that month~~
it was because i received a bad news~~~
she told me that her gonna leave with her bf for a period~~~
at that moment...
i felt that my mind just black and white~~~
a sudden bitter taste on my tongue~~~
i just like a nightmare is coming back to me~~~
cause i dont know how long i gonna apart from her this time~~~
1 day?? 1 week??? or... 1 month??
and im not dare to think bout it much~~
i just hope~~ i can go through these days easily if i can~~~

she told me that her bf gonna meet her tomorrow morning~~~
if GOD appears to me now~~
i wish i can stop the time at that moment~~~
i hope tomorrow morning never comes~~
at this night~~~
i just want to accompany her whole night~~~
it just like a last night to be with her~~~
i have a wonderful night with her~~~
i chat with her from 0130 to 0500 early in the morning even the bird haven wake up~~
we sleep with a sweet dream together in the end.....

at 16/04/2009~~~

At the morning, before i wake up~~
suddenly, a sms wake me up at the time of 0930~~
i was suprise cause the sms was from her~~
a warm good morning from her~~~
i was very happy at that moment~~
i just wonder why her bf havent meet her yet~~~
then i know that it was delayed to evening~~~
i still have another afternoon to be with her~~~

at time of 1730~~~

when i was in phone with her~~
she told me that she gonna switch off that phone~~~
my heart just like stop beating at that moment~~~
but i cant do anything about it~~~
i cant stop the time~~~
i cant stop the moment~~~
i cant change the fact~~~
what i can do just wait~~~and wait~~~
what i can do is appreciate the last phone call with her~~~
the last call~~~

~~To be cont.~~

LovE Diary'09 ParT 3 (The DooM daYs)

At 10/03/09 to 31/03/~~~

After my 1st visit to her~~
im getting 1 more step even closer to her~~~
i remember her ~~~
which is red like tomato~o^^o
i remeber her eye~~
where i can see myself ^^
i remember her hand~~~
where i hold gently when cross road~~
i remember her voice~~
which i can only listen in phone call but now can listen from herself^^
i remember her hair~~
which is long, reddish gold in black and frangrance~~
i remember her breathing~~
when she was slept on my shoulder~~

the day of 09/03/09 was the most happy and satisfied day for me on earth~~
It is a memorable day for me~~~
that i will never forget in my life ever~~ and ever~~~
I was went back to KL at 10/03/09 time of 1700~~
I have to cancel up my tuition class on that day T.T~~
cause last night was cannot find the bus station so i have to delay one more day to come back to KL~~~
At that night, I felt happy cause I can stay one more night longer with her yet moddy cause I have to cancel up my tuition class~~~

At 10/03/09 time of 1000~~~

Every sentences need a full stop at the end~~ as I am~~
After a 2 days 3 nights of a trip to EssPee~~ I finally draw a full stop of my dat ay EssPee~~
I have to go back to KL to continue my busy life at here again T.T
At that morning, after I refresh myself from a sweet dream~~
I was ready to leave her home as her father fetches me to bus station~~~
She also woke up to see my last fast face from her home that day~~
After a goodbye kiss to her, I was ride on her father bike in front of the door gate~~
Her father start to move after I say a last goodbye to her~~
And I do not dare to look back because I scare my tears will falls when I saw her images slowly far away from my vision T.T

At the time of 1100~~~

At the bus stop of butterworth, I was in the bus where go back to KL soon after I bought the bus ticket~~~
It was a very hot weather~~~
My mind just keep rewind the images when the time I with her for the last 2 days continuously~~
After 45 min, the bus finally started to moved~~
My seat just beside the window~~ as the view outside the window pass through my eye~~
It just like a slide show where present the images that time im with her~~~

My throat just suddenly harden and I felt bitty on my tongue~~ my tears just flood my eyes without my awareness~~~

I think im touched~~~T.T

After a sweet trip at sg. petano, my Engineering course continue by means of 2nd years and 1st semester~~

Hence, I was continue my busy life as i work and study at once~~
Howeverm there was a change from the previously~~~

Now, at least there was a person who willing to chat with me to share whenever I felt stressed from my busy life in KL~~^^

At 11/03/09 to 09/04/09~~

At this period~~

Our relationship just like jump into another level~~~

We sms with each other at every night before i slept~~

If i dint have ant classes on the next morning~~
i sure would called her to chat for a whole midnight~~~

We share our hapiness~~
We share our sadness~~
We share our daily experience~~
We share alomost everthing~~

We getting interest with each otherday by day~~~

We found out that we have the same favorite food, colour, song , artist and etc..~~
We found out that we almost have the same personality~~
We start to sending photo of our daily life to each other~~~
We getting more and more closer to each other~~

Now we chatting like a pair of couple like no others~~~

At 10/04/09 time of 0100~~~

As usual, i called her for chatting as i was no class for the next day~~
while we were chatting, she suddenly said that she will be follow her bf to go to the Singapore to work~~

my heartbeat just like suddenky stop beating~~
It just like pause a song suddenly whiel it is playing~~
I just speechless for a few second~~
I know i can do nothing about it and i cant stop her because of me~~~
Im no body for her but just a normal freind~~~

is this the full stop of our friendship?? my mind just pop up~~
i just can ask her when she gonna leave and wish her happy everyday~~~
i can say that day is the most worst mood i ever had~~~

i just can chat with her without any mood~~~
and i know that she will be leaving o her bf home for next week~~~
Hence, she suggest that i met her for a second time~~
maybe is is the last time i met her~~~~

At 12/04/09 time of 0930~~~

As i was wake up from a blur situation after a party last night~~
i keep remind my self that wake up sharp at the morning of 0900~~~
As a result, i only sleep 3 hours as i was go back home at 0600~~~
I was went back late cause i have a accident when i was driving Roy's car(apologize to Roy)~~
after half an hour of refreshing of myself(still blur), i walk to the NGV gas station to take a cab to Pudu bus station~~

At the Time of 1000~~~

My cab had reached the Pudu bus station~~~
i had bought my bus ticket at 1045~~~
i have no choice but have to wait 45 min in the bus station while i having my breakfast with 2 pieces of bread T.T
cause the malay food there seems dirty~~~

Once again, i brought my happy and exciting mood to sg. petani again ^^
my bus finally move at 1055~~~

At the time of 0530~~~

after a 5 min by walking~~
i finally arrived her home for a 2nd time ler~~
the 2nd time i saw her was familiar, warm, happy, exciting and yet stranger~~
hence it was a bit shy when i saw her^^
i had my dinner when that time i reached~~
because i only filled my stomach with 2 pieces of bread from the morning until the time i reached her home^^

so it was a bit hungry when i reached her home~~
at that time~~~ i was feeling so warm and it just like im going back into my 2nd home~~
with her mom's cooking with pure white rice~~
it was satisfied after the meal fulfilled my little hungry stomach~^^~
after a chit- chat with her~~
we were stare with each other like we never see before~~~
it is maybe cause long time we dint c each other although it just a 33 days from 1st time met^^

At the time of 2100~~~

At night time, we both also feeling bored~~
hence, we were plan to have a movie at cs(central square)~~
we were took some photo while we having the 2nd dinner at cs^^
As a result, we watch the 'Shijuku Incident' starring by Jackie Chan at that night together~~

I swear that is the sweetest time i watch movie in cinema since the 1st time watch movie in cinema^^


At 13/04/09 time of 0900~~

on the next morning, we were planned to go PP island(Pulau Penang)~~~
Hence, we wake up in the early morning to have our breakfast~~
after a refreshing, we walked to pasar near her home to have the delicous food at there~~

oppss~~ all ppl there were using hokkien including her family><><

At time of 1000~~

after a sweet and warm morning breakfast~~~
we start our journey to PP from sg. petani~~
We also took a lot of photo along the journey to Pragin mall^^
Besides, we also took some photo at the sea side inder the hot sun~~

it was a funny situation that we cnt open our eyes fully when we take photo as we can and u can guess which photo izit from the following~~


At time of 1800~~

We start our journey back into sg. petani~~~
if not we will miss the last bus to back from the butterworth to sg. petani~~
when we going back from PP island to butterworth~~

on the ferry, we were started to pour everything out from the bottom of our heart ~~
We were so touched at that time~~~

as the sea breeze blow thru our hair~~
as the wave of the sea rinse thru the bottom of the ferry~~
as the sky getting darker and darker~~
Our feeling also getting deeper and deeper~~
it just like i will never saw her in the future~~~
once again, the holy water of my eyes almost extracted from my eye again~~

At the time of 2330~~~

after that, i was packed up my things to prepare to go back to my home~ KL
we were so miss each other when i was leaving~~
but it has come to the end~~~
it maybe the last time i met her~~
i have no choice~~~
lastly, i was walk alone along the long dark alley at the night~~
i know it was abit scary and lonely~~~
but i know i have to be strong to continue my journey~~
so that i can still stand a chances to c her again~~
I started my journey bakc ot KL at time of 0045~~~

~~To be Cont.~~

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LovE Diary'09 ParT 2 (A Day To Be Remember)

At 09/03/2009 time of 0630~~

My train was finally arrive at butterworth~~
where the place where i never go before~~never see before~~never walk on it before~~
everyone at there is a stranger for me at there~~
it was at the early at the morning~~
the sky still dark with a little blue as the sun was ready to wake up~~
the birds were singing along as happy as my mood~~
then, i called her to ask her how to get a bus ticket to sg. petani as my hand phone battery was almost no battery~~
but she said that bus station only open at 0800~~
omG~~ i gotta wait for 2 hours again-.-
but i stil asking for another company to go to sg,petani but they also point me to the only bus company to go to sg.petani zzz~~~
i got no choice just wait with patient~~

At the time of 0800~~

the bus station finally start sold ticket ler~~
after i bought the ticket, i was go to the road side there to wait my bus~~
as i was 1st time to take the bus so i was duno everything~~
as a result i was miss my 1st bus to go to the sp~~
while im stil sms with her~~~
our both also cnt wait to see each other^^

At the time of 0930~~

the second bus to sg, petani finally arrived~~
then i quickly get into the bus and inform her with a sms^^
my heart beat was getting faster and faster....
but i also exhausted for being wait here and there...
hence, i was slowly get into sleep in the bus...

At the time of 1015~~

After 45 min., i finally arrive sg. petani bus station~~~
as i come down from the bus, i just called her ask for a direction with my last breath of my hand phone~~~
i just cant wait to met her at the 1st time as my step was getting faster to her home~~~
After 15 min, i finally walk near to her home but no confirmed which house~~~
so i was called her for a third time from butterworth~~
as i was in phone with her, i can saw her from far d~~
but... i got abit scared cause it look taller than me lolzz><
it because im lack of confidence as im not very handsome as takeshi.. but before that i also tel her i scared to dissapointed her but she reply :' as long as you have the heart to find me i will not care bout the apperance" it boost my confidence a little bit~~
with her gorgeous and happy smile i can see that she very welcome my arrival~~
hence i also reply with a happy smile on my face~~
as i was waliking to her~~ the sunshine of morning shine from the top~~
she just like an angel appear in front of me>< The 1st impression for me is she was a very happy girl~~ that always draw her smile on her face^^ plus her face red like 2 tomato on her face~~ she pretty like an angel^^ although we been chat for so long time but i still feeling like a stranger for her~~~
the 1st dialogue we been said is we chat about our height until we walk together into her home~ Luckily she was not taller than me lol^^ I was abit shy when i go into her houses when met her family~~~ after that i was go into her room~~ and i settle down my luggage~~~ We stare at each other suddenly cause we never meet before~~ we only saw the picture in frenster nia~~ she sat on her bed and i was sat on a chair~~~ A funny situation that like we scare each other^^ than we go to diner room to have our breakfast where her father take away for her de~~ but we share together^^ after that we started chat and getting more comfortable with her~~
She teach her music theory to me where i have no idea on it~~ but i was try to stay focus cause my eye was getting heavier and heavier after more than 12 hours of travel to her home -.-
Oh ya~~ another things is the 'LoVe rabbit' family were united at the end!!

At the time of 1230~~~

We planing to go out walk walk^^
then she suggest that to go to the PP island ' pulau pinang'~~
whoa~~ it was a long journey too~~~
We take bus frm sg.petani to butterworth then take ferry to go overseas only reached pp-.-
although i was damn tired that day but i still can walk for so long~~~ Amazing!!!
mayb i dont want to miss a chance with her bah^^
we took alot of photo along the way to pp too^^
here one in the bus to butterworth~~~~~~~~>>



At the time of 1430~~~

We finally reached our destination ler ' Pragin mall '^^
lolzz~~ finally i saw a shopping mall like kl d^^
Opsss~~ its time to have our lunch ler~~
We also hungry dat time d^^
She suggested that go to Sakae Sushi to have our lunch~~~
We having our lunch like a pair of couple^^ so sweet~.^
She like to drink that green tea so much so i took a photo of her and the Sakae Sushi green tea~~~
She just like the Sakae sushi Ambassador lolz^^
Can take Salary from sakae sushi liao^^
After our sweet lunch, we continue our window shopping^^

At the time of 1700~~

After 4 hours of hang out, it time to go back EssPee (sg.petani) ler~~
cause the bus service to Esspee will be close at 2000~~~
Futhermore, we need time to go to ferry port from pragin mall neh-.-
what a rush trip~~
We both also getting tired and exhausted after a day of travel here and there~~
then we just asleep in the bus at the way to EssPee~~
The Feeling of she sleep on my shoulder was nice it is because it make me feel somebody is with me~~~
as i was asleep too ><

At the time of 2130~~

We finally get back to her home as the sky was dark~~
At that day, we both also exhausted~~
after a dinner at her house with her mom cook~~
we both also get into sleep d^^
with a sweet sweet dream~~~
but the bad things was i was slept in the living room alone T.T

Welcome to GrEaTeAcHeR a.k.a b_boy JeF Diary '09

Yes you are not wrong~~
GrEaTeAcHeR a.k.a b_boy JeF finally start bloggin d~~~~

actly last two year in 2007 i adi start bloggin d~~~
but after a year i was stop for some reason~~~

Frm nw,
JeFFu wil write all his spice of his life in this blog~~
no matter it is sad~
no matter it is happy~
no matter it is good~
no matter it is bad~

hope can share all of his feeling to everybody~~~

thank you~

~GrEaTeAcHeR a.k.a b_boy JeF~

LovE Diary'09

At 06/01/2009 time of 1800~~

after i bath i was sit in front of my pc~~
wonder who was on9 at that time and willing to chat with me~~
suddenly, an ' old friend' who was din chat for a long time send me a msg~~
seems she was willing to chat with me~~
after that i was chat with her and she say wan to sing a song to me~~~
she was sang several jay zhou song for me~~~
she was said i was very cute in that picture(thx to aron)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>
she was a very pretty and fair skin girls who i was very interested before( but she dint bother me at all)~~summor she was a thai-mas mix girl~~~
at that moment i was start more interest with her after chat a while with her~~
not chat actually but only hear the song she sang(it was very charming sound)~~
hence, i was decide to take her hp num. but i have her num. just not sure she stil using onot~~
finally she gave her new hp num. to me~~~
i was taken another step forward to her~~~^^v

At 07/01/2009 to 20/01/2009~~

I was very happy with her new hand phone number~~
cause i feel closer and closer to her and i can contact her when i missing her~~
at that time i dint think much bout what type of relationship are we~~~
i just assumed she as one my 'girl' friend who can chat with me to fulfilled my loneliness~~
at that period, we was sms and chatting all the time when i was free and we was so nice to chat~
Day by day, i started to know her well~~~
we share our interest, hobby, favorite food and beverage, our history and etc.
besides, i was getting close and close to her~~~
she started become part of my life~~

At 25/01/2009 time of 0100~~(Break up # 1st time)

at that night, the sweetest night i ever have in my life~~
we was start to chatting more closer to each other~~
we have much fun that night~~~
we act as a actor that night~~~ we play different character~~
most of the character i was 'biao bai' to her d~~~
at that moment, i think i really like her d~~
so i was felt so sad and she summore told me that she gonna leave with his bf for a period~~
when we almost hang up the phone~~
we both also 'bu sher de' to each other~~~
after drag a period of time of 35 min~~~
finally the phone was hang up~~Dooooooo~~~~~~~
my heart was suddenly become black and white only~~~
but after an hour i need to be prepare to go to harvest bird nest~~~

At 05/02/2009 time of 2130~~

as a usual night, i was doing my daily work out~~
suddenly my hand phone was ringing~~
it was a forward message from who i being waiting for~~~
it was her~~~ i was very happy after i have been sad and lonely for a period when she was not here~~~
hence, i was reply with a message that asking how was her life recently~~~
after all, we start to chatting back as the time we use to chat~~
my mood was turn back to happy mode again~~~

At 13/02/2009 ~~

it is a boring day~~~but i felt very excited~~
cause she told me i will have a surprise that will make me very happy today when i was in cinema yesterday~~~
at time of 1400~~ a post laju man was arrive to my house~~
my heart beat was increase very fast while im walking to open the door gate~~~
after i open the door gate and the post man is looking for me!!
i received a package from her wrote her name as 'Erlyss' and my name ' JeFFu ng'~~
my mood was like a spring, jump to high sky and look at the package again and again~~
and take picture so that can remember that day she send the first valentine present to me^^
hence i was decide to send back my valentine present to her~~
after a week i only open that package~~
it was a cute rabbit as me ^^
but i know that there were a pair of this doll so i bought a another pair for her^^

At 14/02/2009 to 20/02/2009~~

at that month~~ im feeling sick of reloading my hand phone~~
hence i decide to switch to postpaid so that i can chat with her without any interruption of no credit~~
after all, i was almost called her for every night for chatting when i missing her before i sleep~~
but i dint think much for a further relationship~~
just a normal friend~~~
Day by day, i was start 'addicted' to her voice~~~
i felt uncomfortable before sleeping without her voice~~
i will call her or text her almost everyday before i sleep~~

At 21/02/2009 time of 0130~~(Break up # 2nd time)

At that night, she was suddenly told me that she need to go his bf home for a period~~~
my mood was drop like sky diving~~~
after a chat of 2 ~ 3 hours we only hang up our call with a sad mood~~
at that night, my dream was full of her images~~~
every night before i sleep i only can think of her and look at her photo~~
cant text and call her like usual~~~~



At 05/03/2009 time of 2050~~

after a period of down mood~~
i finally received a msg by her said that she was go back home from bf house ler~~
my mood was bounce back from the bottom again~~~
it is because i can contact her as previously de^^
my brain just pop me up an idea that i m going to find her~~
hence i made a decision im going to find her in that weekend~~
so i ask for her permission and she agree too~~~
YES!!!

At 07/03/2009 time of 1800~~

with my excited feeling~~
i was going to kl central alone~~~
while i told my mum that i was going kampar to find my friend who study at there instead of going sungai petani to find her~~
i was go to kl sentral to take train to go thre~~~
but unfortunately the train to sg. petani was run out~~
only remain the butter worth train which is extra for public holiday de~~~
i got no choice i gotta take that train to butterworth and take bus from there to sg.petani~~
i was waiting from 2000 to 2345 cause my train was depart at 2330 and it was delayed for 15 min~~~
after all~~ i bring my happy and excited heart to sg.petani~~

~~~To be Cont.~~~