Is this topic(the Day Without you) looked familiar?? heard before?? or saw before???
the answer is YES..
it is because this topic been appear in my friendster blog in 2007~~
But now is different...in 2009~~
At 14/04/09~~
After i had sleep in the bus for 5 hours~
maybe i m too exhausted from there~~
i finally come back KL at 0530~~
my busy life at KL still goes on~~
but..with the accompany of her^^
she just like a adrenalin which inject into my body~~
push me to moving forward~~~
after i come back to my home town~~
i realize that...
how much i miss her~~~
how much i need her~~~
how much i wan to be with her~~~
and i know i miss her much especially im alone here~~~
my mind just keep playing the picture of me and her~~~
and i keep listening to the sad song alone here~~~
especially the song of 三人游 by 方大同~~
"就算你累了 我会在这 一人盯 两人疚 三人游" "至少我们中还有人能快乐"
At 15/04/09~~
It was a black wednesday for me that month~~
it was because i received a bad news~~~
she told me that her gonna leave with her bf for a period~~~
at that moment...
i felt that my mind just black and white~~~
a sudden bitter taste on my tongue~~~
i just like a nightmare is coming back to me~~~
cause i dont know how long i gonna apart from her this time~~~
1 day?? 1 week??? or... 1 month??
and im not dare to think bout it much~~
i just hope~~ i can go through these days easily if i can~~~
she told me that her bf gonna meet her tomorrow morning~~~
if GOD appears to me now~~
i wish i can stop the time at that moment~~~
i hope tomorrow morning never comes~~
at this night~~~
i just want to accompany her whole night~~~
it just like a last night to be with her~~~
i have a wonderful night with her~~~
i chat with her from 0130 to 0500 early in the morning even the bird haven wake up~~
we sleep with a sweet dream together in the end.....
at 16/04/2009~~~
At the morning, before i wake up~~
suddenly, a sms wake me up at the time of 0930~~
i was suprise cause the sms was from her~~
a warm good morning from her~~~
i was very happy at that moment~~
i just wonder why her bf havent meet her yet~~~
then i know that it was delayed to evening~~~
i still have another afternoon to be with her~~~
at time of 1730~~~
when i was in phone with her~~
she told me that she gonna switch off that phone~~~
my heart just like stop beating at that moment~~~
but i cant do anything about it~~~
i cant stop the time~~~
i cant stop the moment~~~
i cant change the fact~~~
what i can do just wait~~~and wait~~~
what i can do is appreciate the last phone call with her~~~
the last call~~~
~~To be cont.~~
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