Saturday, June 20, 2009

LovE Diary'09 ParT 3 (The DooM daYs)

At 10/03/09 to 31/03/~~~

After my 1st visit to her~~
im getting 1 more step even closer to her~~~
i remember her ~~~
which is red like tomato~o^^o
i remeber her eye~~
where i can see myself ^^
i remember her hand~~~
where i hold gently when cross road~~
i remember her voice~~
which i can only listen in phone call but now can listen from herself^^
i remember her hair~~
which is long, reddish gold in black and frangrance~~
i remember her breathing~~
when she was slept on my shoulder~~

the day of 09/03/09 was the most happy and satisfied day for me on earth~~
It is a memorable day for me~~~
that i will never forget in my life ever~~ and ever~~~
I was went back to KL at 10/03/09 time of 1700~~
I have to cancel up my tuition class on that day T.T~~
cause last night was cannot find the bus station so i have to delay one more day to come back to KL~~~
At that night, I felt happy cause I can stay one more night longer with her yet moddy cause I have to cancel up my tuition class~~~

At 10/03/09 time of 1000~~~

Every sentences need a full stop at the end~~ as I am~~
After a 2 days 3 nights of a trip to EssPee~~ I finally draw a full stop of my dat ay EssPee~~
I have to go back to KL to continue my busy life at here again T.T
At that morning, after I refresh myself from a sweet dream~~
I was ready to leave her home as her father fetches me to bus station~~~
She also woke up to see my last fast face from her home that day~~
After a goodbye kiss to her, I was ride on her father bike in front of the door gate~~
Her father start to move after I say a last goodbye to her~~
And I do not dare to look back because I scare my tears will falls when I saw her images slowly far away from my vision T.T

At the time of 1100~~~

At the bus stop of butterworth, I was in the bus where go back to KL soon after I bought the bus ticket~~~
It was a very hot weather~~~
My mind just keep rewind the images when the time I with her for the last 2 days continuously~~
After 45 min, the bus finally started to moved~~
My seat just beside the window~~ as the view outside the window pass through my eye~~
It just like a slide show where present the images that time im with her~~~

My throat just suddenly harden and I felt bitty on my tongue~~ my tears just flood my eyes without my awareness~~~

I think im touched~~~T.T

After a sweet trip at sg. petano, my Engineering course continue by means of 2nd years and 1st semester~~

Hence, I was continue my busy life as i work and study at once~~
Howeverm there was a change from the previously~~~

Now, at least there was a person who willing to chat with me to share whenever I felt stressed from my busy life in KL~~^^

At 11/03/09 to 09/04/09~~

At this period~~

Our relationship just like jump into another level~~~

We sms with each other at every night before i slept~~

If i dint have ant classes on the next morning~~
i sure would called her to chat for a whole midnight~~~

We share our hapiness~~
We share our sadness~~
We share our daily experience~~
We share alomost everthing~~

We getting interest with each otherday by day~~~

We found out that we have the same favorite food, colour, song , artist and etc..~~
We found out that we almost have the same personality~~
We start to sending photo of our daily life to each other~~~
We getting more and more closer to each other~~

Now we chatting like a pair of couple like no others~~~

At 10/04/09 time of 0100~~~

As usual, i called her for chatting as i was no class for the next day~~
while we were chatting, she suddenly said that she will be follow her bf to go to the Singapore to work~~

my heartbeat just like suddenky stop beating~~
It just like pause a song suddenly whiel it is playing~~
I just speechless for a few second~~
I know i can do nothing about it and i cant stop her because of me~~~
Im no body for her but just a normal freind~~~

is this the full stop of our friendship?? my mind just pop up~~
i just can ask her when she gonna leave and wish her happy everyday~~~
i can say that day is the most worst mood i ever had~~~

i just can chat with her without any mood~~~
and i know that she will be leaving o her bf home for next week~~~
Hence, she suggest that i met her for a second time~~
maybe is is the last time i met her~~~~

At 12/04/09 time of 0930~~~

As i was wake up from a blur situation after a party last night~~
i keep remind my self that wake up sharp at the morning of 0900~~~
As a result, i only sleep 3 hours as i was go back home at 0600~~~
I was went back late cause i have a accident when i was driving Roy's car(apologize to Roy)~~
after half an hour of refreshing of myself(still blur), i walk to the NGV gas station to take a cab to Pudu bus station~~

At the Time of 1000~~~

My cab had reached the Pudu bus station~~~
i had bought my bus ticket at 1045~~~
i have no choice but have to wait 45 min in the bus station while i having my breakfast with 2 pieces of bread T.T
cause the malay food there seems dirty~~~

Once again, i brought my happy and exciting mood to sg. petani again ^^
my bus finally move at 1055~~~

At the time of 0530~~~

after a 5 min by walking~~
i finally arrived her home for a 2nd time ler~~
the 2nd time i saw her was familiar, warm, happy, exciting and yet stranger~~
hence it was a bit shy when i saw her^^
i had my dinner when that time i reached~~
because i only filled my stomach with 2 pieces of bread from the morning until the time i reached her home^^

so it was a bit hungry when i reached her home~~
at that time~~~ i was feeling so warm and it just like im going back into my 2nd home~~
with her mom's cooking with pure white rice~~
it was satisfied after the meal fulfilled my little hungry stomach~^^~
after a chit- chat with her~~
we were stare with each other like we never see before~~~
it is maybe cause long time we dint c each other although it just a 33 days from 1st time met^^

At the time of 2100~~~

At night time, we both also feeling bored~~
hence, we were plan to have a movie at cs(central square)~~
we were took some photo while we having the 2nd dinner at cs^^
As a result, we watch the 'Shijuku Incident' starring by Jackie Chan at that night together~~

I swear that is the sweetest time i watch movie in cinema since the 1st time watch movie in cinema^^


At 13/04/09 time of 0900~~

on the next morning, we were planned to go PP island(Pulau Penang)~~~
Hence, we wake up in the early morning to have our breakfast~~
after a refreshing, we walked to pasar near her home to have the delicous food at there~~

oppss~~ all ppl there were using hokkien including her family><><

At time of 1000~~

after a sweet and warm morning breakfast~~~
we start our journey to PP from sg. petani~~
We also took a lot of photo along the journey to Pragin mall^^
Besides, we also took some photo at the sea side inder the hot sun~~

it was a funny situation that we cnt open our eyes fully when we take photo as we can and u can guess which photo izit from the following~~


At time of 1800~~

We start our journey back into sg. petani~~~
if not we will miss the last bus to back from the butterworth to sg. petani~~
when we going back from PP island to butterworth~~

on the ferry, we were started to pour everything out from the bottom of our heart ~~
We were so touched at that time~~~

as the sea breeze blow thru our hair~~
as the wave of the sea rinse thru the bottom of the ferry~~
as the sky getting darker and darker~~
Our feeling also getting deeper and deeper~~
it just like i will never saw her in the future~~~
once again, the holy water of my eyes almost extracted from my eye again~~

At the time of 2330~~~

after that, i was packed up my things to prepare to go back to my home~ KL
we were so miss each other when i was leaving~~
but it has come to the end~~~
it maybe the last time i met her~~
i have no choice~~~
lastly, i was walk alone along the long dark alley at the night~~
i know it was abit scary and lonely~~~
but i know i have to be strong to continue my journey~~
so that i can still stand a chances to c her again~~
I started my journey bakc ot KL at time of 0045~~~

~~To be Cont.~~

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